weird day.

So, for the first time all year I went to bed before 1 oclock last night. i believe it was 12:37 i last looked at the clock, passed my computer to the floor, then passed the eff out from wooziness of the double dosage of nyQuil... And... it put me in thee weirdest mood ALL DAY. It was like i was gone to europe for a year, and had jetlag from going to bed 5 hours earlier than I should have been. And now, here I am at 7:00 in bed, the next day, and ready to go to sleep because I am soooo dammm tired! I was in this trance all day, people were saying things to me, and was phased by absolutely nothing. comical, rude, happy, nothing. I had this vibe going on where I felt like I was back in high school...my hair smelled like the after-highlighting conditioner I used in high school (highlighted my hair last night, with the same stuff I always used to use).. plus I was wearing this pair of jeans I hadnt really worn since junior/senior year. Then I heard "champagne supernova" playing in the background in the Lillis coffee shop, and I stopped and looked at Taylor, and went "woaaa, i feel like high school right now". aha. that song never fails to remind me of david adams (boyfriend from junior year). We used to lay down in parks together, sharing ipod earphones, listening to weezer's blue album and oasis' whats the story morning glory. My hair is blonder now, however only slightly, but nonetheless i feel more like myself. I feel youthful and free like i always did in high school.... its weird now to say that I hadnt been feeling like that all along. okay, wow i am tired. I havnt worked out in over a week. I feel drained, and worthless, .....however...content. and finally! me and Tay talked about it till 3 the other night, about how great it feels to finally feel comfortable with our lives and who we are. thank you enneagram, and the secret, and marcus buckingham's strength finder! truly truly what a gift it has all been. To be able to figure out exactly who I am at the tender age of 19! truly a gift. However, I still have shit to do. alright blogger.com, and now i say good night ...at 7:20 pm. bahh good joke. unless the neighbs are drinking tonite, and which case i will be informed via text message from my "always down/party-going roomates" god love them. i am grateful. peace and love.